Happy New Years (and resolutions)

Happy 2011, everyone! This year, it's not exactly like last year. Last year seemed pretty epic when it came. This year, it seems more mellow. Then again, that could be the fan on in my room right now.. Feels almost like summer. In Japan. Though I've never been to Japan. ... Anyways.

This year, I made exactly 20 resolutions. It started off as 12, one for each month, but then I felt that I needed more and made 18. But that's just dumb. *awesome face* So, I made 20.

January - Keep room clean. February - Be more 'girly'. March - Be less vague. April - Be more socially active. May - Go outside more. June - Focus on grades. July - Be more aware. August - Make new friends. September - Focus on attitude. October - More writing. November - Enjoy life. December - Set more goals.

*Be free

*Disregard those who bring you down

*Live a different life

*Be a better person

*Self-image is key

*Love more

*Get organized

*Simple things are beautiful things

*Friends, family, etc.

Happy Halloween! (and more crammed updates on life)

Hey, I'm actually posting again! XD What a miracle, huh. Well, I'll start off by saying happy Halloween everyone, even though I'm posting this a whole day late. ^^; Hope you all had a good time~ (unless you're dear LeahPeah whom I know now by reading her blog did not have fun. D: I'm sorry, darling.) I, for one, had a pretty good night, until I got home and actually saw the damage that was done by my evil high heels. They're not even mine. But I'll get to that later. My Halloween costume this year was actually planned out, somehow. I was Kanda (from D.Gray-Man), but wearing a dress. And my friend was Lavi (same anime) and she wore a tux. Needless to say, we had fun. And I got candy. Always good. Even in high school.

Today, however, was a bit of a different story. See, those evil high heels I just had to wear with that long dress gave me blisters on my right foot. Not my left, just my right. Amazing, eh? Well it did, and two of them were on the bottom of my foot, and me being the idiot I am, I popped them both. Hurt. Like. Snappits. I had to limp around school all day, and I ended up running in gym anyways. It hurt less to run, but I think I made it worse. Anyways, enough complaining about my hurting foot. I never did make that t-shirt like I said I would. Or start watching more anime. Actually, if my friend doesn't respond to me really soon I think I'll go find a random anime to watch. I think techno/trance/nightcore music makes me crave anime. u_u;

Another random paragraphy (I'll make this short, sorry guys) about my new blog. I haven't posted anything in it, but that's kinda because I'm half deciding what to do with it. It was originally going to be my nature blog, in which I upload random short writings and the more deep stuff I write. Right now I'm considering doing that and some other creative things, such as designs and other writings and the sort. Just not a daily life blog, I suppose. ^^;; Any suggestions would be welcomed.~ And thanks for reading this if you've gotten this far, whoever you might be. Luffles to ya.

AWA '10

Wow, AWA this year was fun. owo Then again, why wouldn't it be? XD

So first off, I did not get to see Vic this year as much as I would have liked to. In fact, the only time I saw him was when I caught a glimpse of him at his autograph session in the dealers room. I did, however, get to go to Travis Willingham's panel. ^^ That was loads of fun. Found out there that he had actually tried out for the Old Spice commercials. 'w' Wish he had gotten that role so bad... XD

Also, I bought my first semi-dangerous sword there. XD A wooden Mugen, to be exact. ...Which I left at Eli's place afterward. I'm sure she's having fun with that. >_>;; Baka usagi, GIVE ME MUGEN BACK. *cough* Anyways, other than that I bought cat ears, a bunch of candy, and two key chains (China and Kanda). If I am correct, that's probably less than last year. I think. I hope so, cuz I'm trying to save up for a laptop. AWA is always an exception. XD;;;

Oh, but I didn't have my camera on during the convention, though. So I have no pictures. T w T They'll come in later when my friends post them somewhere.

Yey life.

I didn't know what to name this post. Just another update on life in general. ^^ Today is Sunday, the day my mom likes to clean. And this time around, she's dragged me into the cleaning, too. |: I swept all the floors and swiffer-wiped them, too. If you don't know what swiffer is, (I don't know why you wouldn't..) it's like mopping but better. We just call it swiffering in my house. Anyways, I also cleaned the front porch, which was disgusting. I hate outdoors cleaning. Too many bugs. =A= At least I had my cat to attack that giant flying green thing. *shivers* But now I'm semi-free. ... I know there was something I was supposed to be doing.. Oh well. And homework can wait.

On a different topic, I've decided that Halloween is my favourite holiday. ^^ Yesterday I went to the crafts store and bought a white t-shirt and fabric markers to decourate it with. I got black, orange, and sparkly white, purple, and black. Yeah, two black. In case you haven't picked up from the colours, I plan for it to be a Halloween shirt. On the topic of projects, I also plan to buy white skinny jeans and make a re-copy of these babies. XD However, I think I'll save that project for another time. At the moment, I'm still trying to recover from the -23 I had yesterday. And then there'll be next weekend, at AWA, when I'll spend heaven-knows-how-much.

YESSSS. AWA just snuck up on me this year. I still really need to work on my wig. |: I might kidnap Lavi sometime during this week and force him to help me. Then we can also plan what we're going to do for the rest of our costumes.. (Note, I do not have Kanda's uniform. Just a messed up wig.) At the moment in my bank I have about.. maybe $80. I owe my mom for yesterday..

This ended up being longer than I planned.. But as far as high school goes, I think I get my first report card tomorrow. *crosses fingers* Dx But I'm not in the mood for high school right now. Oh, and yesterday was my mom's birthday. Happy birthday, Mum! (though I know you don't read this. XD)

So whaddya think would happen if I..

Just out of curiosity, what would happen if I decided to take a bunch of my hair and cover the tips of it in bleach and just let it sit? 'w' I'm kinda wondering, cuz I just did it. XD;;; All that's left now is to wait..

Oh, and I deleted that other post cuz I cussed a lot in it and I'm not all that happy about my attitude. |: I'll probably delete all my emo posts. Meaning pretty much just the one before this. I suppose you could say my mood improved greatly as of recent.

What I've Learned So Far

So basically what I've learned so far about high school is that it's completely different from last year. People have magically changed over night, nothing is what it seemed to be or seems to be, I can barely trust anyone now (and I find it hard to trust anyone), no one seems to care, and I'm all alone. So I'm keeping my emotional breakdowns inside of me for now and biting my cheek till I find someone who actually cares enough to help. Yet so far all I've gotten is a face full of disappointment and busy friends. I guess no one procrastinates with buddies any more, either. Well, I guess I'm partially to blame for this, too. I mean, I didn't get on Gaia until 9:30 or something tonight, and I'm almost never on anyways. What between my internet being down and then my constant fatigue, I'm probably being blamed as lazy and noncommittal. Feh. I'm starting to not care what people think anymore. But just for the heck of it, I'll keep up my facade for as long as I can. All in all, the good times are over and I'm just being a baby about it. xP

Well, enough emo-ing. I was dead tired today and I plan to get some much-needed sleep now. Yet I still have homework to do in the morning. Evil high school.. Good 3 day weekend. T w T

I got my Internet back! (sorta..)

So yeah, I got my computer working again. Well actually, it was always working. I just had to turn it on. But then there were a bunch of viruses that I suppose got wiped out somehow, and... Anyways, I got my computer back. But then my internet was all screwy and I couldn't figure it out, so my little sister somehow got it to work on her user. And that's what I'm using right now. :3 Other than that, I've decided I don't like this year so far. Too much happened, not good stuff, but there are some up sides to it all. Like Creative Writing Club, which is da shiz. XD

More about school, there's some kid that sits next to me in German class and he insists we're 'really close' and that we're going to get married. I'm considering telling him I'm already engaged. XD;;; But then he'd probably get mad at me again. I actually don't think I'd mind that. He's a bit annoying. :| Not that I wouldn't be sad if he like, died or something.. >_>;;;And just today, he found me on facebook. Yes, I finally got a facebook, after pretty much everyone I know got one and started begging me to. u_u; Why is it that once you get a facebook, everyone in your grade automatically starts asking to be your friend? Personally I'm only friending the people I really like, like my closer friends and people I can stand for long periods of time. And I'll tell anyone that. Furthermore, tagging your friends in anime pictures is fun. x3 If you can figure it out.

Other than that, I've been kinda riding it out so far. But yeah. Yay Internet.

Bein' Lazy and Bein' Sick

Title says all. Ok, so I'm not all that sick still, but I just decided to post here 'cuz 1. I'm lazy and 2. It hurts to breathe.

An unfortunate factor of going into 9th grade gifted classes is that you have summer homework. Dangit. I have both gifted English and gifted biology, so I have to read 2 books. For English I also have to do a lot of work with the book, like finding similes and metaphors and whatnot, and then write 4 paragraphs on conflicts withing the story. So far I've gotten all my similes (and then some, accidentally), and a couple other things. Keep in mind that I'm leaving on Saturday for yet another trip across America and the week I come back is the last week before school starts. Don't procrastinate, kids, it'll getcha.

Oh, and about the hurting to breathe part? I dunno if I already said something about this in a previous post, but for a while I was coughing/spitting up a mixture of mucus and blood. During that/a while after it passed, I had a sore throat. Well, it went away for a while, but recently it suddenly came back.And just a while ago, I was breathing normally 'till I realized my breathing felt kinda.. empty, I guess you could say. Like it wasn't really getting there? And then it hurt a little. It still kinda hurts, and I can't take huge intakes of air without coughing. Which I just tried. Ouuuuch. xP

Summer So Far~*-

I am sooo lazy. In fact, I am so lazy I am about to sum up my trip to Savannah and Chicago in one post. ._.

~Savannah~

Savannah was nice. Very hot during the day, but nice. ^^ While I was there I did a lot of stuff, took a good coupla pictures (nothing fancy, unfortunately), and then got scared outa my mind on a ghost tour. Or rather, after the ghost tour. >w>;;

~Chicago~

Chicago was also pretty nice. I did a lot of visiting my friend's family and hanging out, doing fun stuff. But then my friend and both her little sisters got sick while we were there. One on the way up and the other two on the way down. ><

And that was my crappy and lazy summary, cuz I'm a lazy person and I can barely remember what I did in Savannah. And now I'm not feeling all that great. I have a sore throat. u_u I had other symptoms before, but they came one at a time. That's how I get sick. XD;;;

Bored again~

Yes. I am bored. Again. aGaIn.AgAiN. I like experimenting with my letters. I just now realized I can barely see the screen straight. I should really wear my glasses. But no, I'm ok. And I still want coloured contacts. And my computer chair broke. So I'm sitting on a pillow on where the cushion used to be. And now I'm getting pissed cuz I can't find the Paint it White movie anywhere. =A= So if anyone's found it, even if it's raw, PLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZPLZ.

And now I know that I will be out most of this month. First to Savannah, then to Chicacgo, and maybe Florida. Hopefully that'll be all. I'd like to spend some time at home, too. And with my friends. Speaking of which...

ELI AND COOKIEZ. IF YOU ARE READING THIS, WE NEED TO WORK ON THE CLAN AND THE GUILD. THEY ARE BOTH DEAD. OR AT LEAST SEMI-DEAD. SO. I'mna go there right now. Not much to do without everyone, but I'mma goin'.

Trip Summary: Dad's Place

In all honesty, my first trip of the summer sucked. It was from last Thursday, June 3rd, to yesterday, June 6th. Not very long, but I still hated it. The only good part was the fact that my step sisters watch anime. =_= First off, on the way there I found out that the older one of my stepsisters had just gotten in trouble, as we were coming in. That was a big turn-around for the entire trip. Then, while we were there we had to help move in to the new house. That included a lot of lifting and putting things away. Besides that, there were my two little half-brothers. *cough*devils*cough* There was the younger one, the little day walker, who wasn't actually half bad most of the time. He just tends to pinch people. And then there was the older one, Tyler. Demon child.

But on a different note, I got to see my dad again. That was good. I could've done without seeing Miss Maggie, but whatever. Part of the package. And let's see, how many movies did I watch there... I saw Stuart Little (twice), some movie with Jackie Chan in it, forgot the name, Leap Year, and Alice in Wonderland, the new one. I actually now own Alice in Wonderland, of which I am very glad. XD Good movie. And I've also been realizing I post way too much. Whatever. I've got a lot to say. ;P But now that I'm back home, I'll get to making those two AMV's I've been planning and attempt to finnish my fanfic I've been writting since before I left for meh Dad's place. AND NOW, WE ATTEMPT TO QUIT PROCRASTINATING. And fail, most likely.

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Summer Break, 2010!

The time has finally come... Summer break! And I won't be so bored this time around, since I have a few trips planned and a ton of other stuff I can do. ^^ Of course, I'll also be relaxing as well. ;3

The first trip I'll be taking is to Savannah, but I'm not sure when. I'll be going with my family and staying at the same hotel I was when I went on the field trip. That'll be a little odd... But oh well, I'll be sure to enjoy it. ^^ The next trip will be to Chicago, from the 24th of June to July 5th. That's... 12 days, or a week and 5 days. Pretty long, considering I only have about 2 months for break. But oh well, I can plan around it. ^^- OH, and this trip I'm going on with a really good friend of mine.

Besides my trips, I hope I can get together with my friends a lot. That's really what I looked forward to in this summer, but by the looks of it, we'll all be busy... At least we have ways of communicating. If only someone would answer my texts... But whatever. I'm sure they're busy themselves.

Right now I'm watching as much anime as I can. Actually, I've made a list. First off, Fruits Basket. Don't even ask why. I'm a freakin' shoujo luvah. 'Scuze mah French~ Well anyways, I've run into a little problem while attempting to watch FB episode 14. Stupid megavideo... ¬_¬ *sigh* But anyways, then I plan to watch Soul Slayer. All my friends have watched it, but I haven't even started. u_u; Then, Death Note, Clannad, Kuroshitsuji, Code Geass, Pandora Hearts, and Shuffle. Yes, I know. Long list. ^^;;; But hey, at least it's not as bad as my entire list I've made of anime I want to watch. Actually, there's a full list of animes I've made, just for me and my slow brain. See, I forget things a lot, so I sat down and made a list of all the animes I've ever watched, completed, and want to watch. Sounds kinda like a waste of time, ne? Well, that's just how much I like anime, I guess. ;P Maybe I'll upload it some time. ^^

So back on the subject of trips and plans for this summer, I have so much to do this summer... I'll be visiting my dad this weekend apparently, and then the Savannah trip, Chicago, oh, and I might be going to 6 Flags tomorrow with the same friend I'll be going to Chicago with. I'm so excited~ This is probably the most I've done in one summer since before I can remember~! Eh, but I guess I'll miss everyone back home. D: And my cats. And Tootsie, our dog. You fat old dog, you... uwu Come to think of it, there's one person that'll be with me all summer. Meh hermanita. D8 Looks like we'll get to know each other even better this summer. And just in case you were wondering and had no idea what an 'hermanita' is, that'd be my little sister. Feh. I say 'little', but... Shiz. Yes, she is two years younger than me and yet somehow she has still managed to be taller by a few inches. But in her own words, I'm like Edward (Elric). I'm short, but I can still take her out. (Yes, meaning I can beat her up.) So BEWARE! Don't run into me this summer. I hate the heat. >_>*** Just kidding. OH HOW I LOVE TO RANT.

I'll try to post as often as I can. I'm going to try keep updating, even with my trips, summer homework, babysitting, and anime cramming. >:D So until then, ja ne!~

Hey-o!

I'm still alive! Just barely, but hey, better than nothing. XD;; Well, I got bored and I'm still procrastinating homework that I most likely won't be able to do very well, but hey. So I decided to post again!


Well, right now, I'm kinda in pain. I slept weird so my shoulders and arms are hurting. I've been coughing a lot lately, as have many kids at school. But yesterday morning I coughed so much and so hard that I almost lost my voice. xP Ouch. And then today in orchestra class I found it hard to inhale deeply. So when I did, it sounded rattly. Not good. And that hurt, too. u_u;


So now I'm just looking up stuff I want on Ebay. Mostly hats, boots, and other military-style stuff. Yeah, I'm getting into a military fashion stage. It's just cool~ ^^ Right now I'm looking at this. I don't know if I've already said this, but I'm planning to completely redo my wardrobe this summer. I'm going to make a list of things I want to buy. ^^- Don't ask why. I just want to... Besides, it's excusable since I'm going to highschool. >:3

Oh, and there was something else I wanted to say... Oh yeah, I had to do a project for English, but the links were all imbedded in a document that would only show the links with a different microsoft program than what I had, so I had to download the entire 2007 version of it. xP I'm actually thinking it was worth it, and that I'll probably use it more than I thought i would. XD I'm kinda looking forward to using it... But now my mom says no more computer until I clean my room, and I don't feel like cleaning it tonight. XP So I'll probably pull out one of my many semi-blank composition books with the pages ripped out that were written on in pen and marker among the ages and write my lists instead. XD; Goodnight all!

D'urgh.

Ok, so I haven't been posting much lately. That, I know. I haven't really been in the mood to do anything but sit around and/or sleep. Weeeeell, I've decided to stop being as lazy and post before I leave this Wednesday. Yeah, I'm leaving Wednesday. But I'll only be gone until Friday, so it's not that long.

On a different note, I made my 3rd Deviant account. xP Yeah, 3rd. First one I lost all information on, then I just dropped my 2nd one. So far I've uploaded nada, but that's to be expected on the second day. ^^; Oh, and remember that one post with the Gaia avatars? Well, I completely changed my avatar. Now it has white hair and red eyes, both in a different style. I personally like the change.

Other than that, I don't know what else to say other than I've gotten a lot more into Christian music in a way. I've added more Christian songs to my iPod, and I'm actually wanting to get an iTunes gift card so I can buy a Toby Mac CD. Don't ask me the name, all I remember is that it has a ton of awesome songs on it and it's kinda expensive. ^^;;;

I'm so bored recently, it's like I wanna do something but I don't know what. u_u Anyone got any suggestions? I'm willing to do a lot for entertainment.

Stupid testing.

Geh, I hate tests. Especially major tests, like the ones I've been taking since Wednesday. I mean, they're pretty easy, all in all, but that doesn't mean I still don't hate them. There are some up sides to it, though, like if I exceed on any of them (except reading) I can get a modified exam in that class. Modified meaning one or two questions like "1+1=" or "what is the color of the sky?". Cool beans, ne? And then it also gives me reading time. I've gotten to page 130-something in my absurdly large book, and that's not even making a dent in it. =_=

Anyways, remember when I was saying (typing) about that Kanda wig I bought at Party City? Well, stuff happened, and now it looks more like... I don't even know. See, I took it out of the packaging and it was wavy. Carpet. Then I let it sit on my bed for a while (cuz I'm an idiot), it fell off once or twice (cuz I kick things off my bed while I sleep), and now it's very tangly and curly. F-- Anyways, I also need a wig cap for it. Yeah, I was stupid enough not to buy the wig cap Eli gave me. >x> I already said I'm an idiot, ne? Funny thing, I didn't catch a cold this year--

MEHEH. I was supposed to turn in the rough draft for a paper today, but I didn't have it done by the end of class. Thankfully, I'm in middle school and my teachers take late grades. xP I really hope it will be at least similar-- WHAT THE F*CK.

Oh. My. Gosh. This is starting to piss me off and scare me at the same time. On random occassions, my speakers will start playing some random radio station. And I have nothing pulled up that plays music, they're not connected to anything but my computer, and it has been doing this for quite some time. And it just did it again. I have no idea what they were saying. It sounded like a fail singer, if I do say so. But seriously, I wanna know  why it keeps doing that. D:

AWESOME FUN IS AWESOME.

Woohoo~ I went to AAD today. And what can I say, it was awesome. XD Small, yes, but still tons of fun and excitement. Besides the fact that I'm going to die of malnutrition, I had fun~! (About the malnutrition: I had a stick of frozen yogurt for breakfast, a McFlurrie and fries for lunch, and I'm having some more yogurt right now for dinner. Joy.)

Lesse, what did I buy... I bought another pair of cat ears (I collect them ;3), 6 buttons (awesome), a bag (also very awesome), and a Kanda wig at Party City. ^^; I have yet to try the wig on, but I'm eager. >w>

We saw a ton of awesome cosplayers there!~ There were a few Eds, and they all recognized me (at least I think they did. I was human!Al.), a ton of Hetalia cosplayers (SEALAND FTW), aaaand a ton of other people that I'm too hyper to remember. Yeah, I'm feeling a little high. Not like I took crack or anything, just reaaaallly rrrrreeeeaaaalllllyyy happy~ Almost as happy as I was at AWA! Except there was a little dissapointment there when I didn't get to spend the night. xP Boo.

Right now, I am thanking all the teachers that decided to give us 2 extra days of class before our big tests. They're called the CRCT's, and we've had to take them since elementry school. Luckily, in high school those are over with. However, then we have other big tests that are a ton harder I bet, and this year if we don't pass them we get sent to summer school so we can actually get into the high school. Joy again.

I just randomly want to say this, but at church the other day we were joking around with some dude and somehow it got to the point where he asked if he could have my sis's iPod (jokingly). She said sure (jokingly again) and then we all kinda laughed, yadda yadda, and my mom threw in there something along the lines of "Sure, if you like all Japanese music." Well his response was something like "Sure! I love that stuff. In fact, about 80% of all the music I listen to is J-Pop and K-Pop." He was dead serious. That was awesome~ Never judge a book by its cover. XD Seriously, I think he had a mullet. o_o;

Oh, and I'm liking the new layout.... Dunno if this has something to do with the new template I'm using, but I like this a lot better. XD Less confusing and crowded, to say the least. But I seriously had a ton of fun there. Now, back to reading and studying like the good student I'm not. XD

I'm really sorry!

I haven't posted in forever. *sigh* Well, right now I'm on spring break and I really need to stop screwing around all the time. See, I have some major tests starting the Wednesday I get back. And by major, I mean if I fail, I have to take summer school or I won't be able to get into highschool. Yeah, major tests.

Today I took a mandatory pretest in science online. I missed 8 out of 104 questions, so I'm not too worried about that. Honestly, what I am worried about is reading. I don't take reading, I take Spanish, but there is no Spanish test so instead I have to take reading. Pretty dumb, huh? Well, I'm worried about that. But at the same time, I'm not because I have advanced English so I'm hoping I've been taught most of the stuff in there.

Oh, and I promised myself I would read a lot durring the break. That all but went down the drain after the first day. I have this huge book I should be reading called The House of Seven Gables or something and another one called Raising Dragons. I've gotten to page 25 out of heaven knows how many in the first one and I haven't started the second one. =_= I should really start on that, huh...

And I really only have today and tomorrow to do anything before I go back to school. See, Saturday I'm going to a convention in ATL and Sunday... well, is Sunday. But I'll keep up my confidence! Doudemoii!! \(^0^)/ I really need to stop watching those Vocaloid PV's.

And I'm back!

Sorry I haven't been posting as of late. D: I've been pretty busy and just not in the mood to do much of anything. See, first off, recently every night I've been developing an awful headache. Then yesterday, it came back during the day. It HURT. And this time, just wearing my glasses did nothing, so I went to sleep around who-knows-when in the afternoon and slept until this morning. >_>;; With the lights off in my jeans and t-shirt, on the floor. Uuuuntil I woke up once durring the night and decided to change and sleep on my bed. That helped. Oh, and when I was getting changed, I suddenly realized that my vision was blurry, my head still hurt, and I felt really hot. So I slept under light covers in shorts and another larger t-shirt last night. Nice.

OHAI, I just remembered that it's April Fool's Day today. o_o I've gotta plan a prank... And change my calender. ;P I wonder if my younger sis is still asleep enough to fall for one... All I have to do is say I broke her iPod last night because it was dark and I stepped on it. Yeah, that's mean. I'm a mean person sometimes. She's mean right back. LIEK OMG-- *is shot*

While I'm writing, I'll probably fill in some stuff. That whole drama expo that I wrote about earlier is calming down finally. That's nice. I don't think I've failed anything as of recent... Oh, except that paper in English two days ago. I wrote my rough draft, but I didn't get to write the whole thing on the actual paper. Luckily, my teacher is nice and he took the rough draft for 'reference'. I still think I failed it.

Upside to this week is that 1: it's almost over. Stupid Thursdays (even though I like them). And 2: Spring Break is next week. TwT Yeah, about that... I'm probably going to be helping my mom clean and moving stuff/painting my 'new room'. Technically, that was my room before, but my parents were nice and let me move into the guest bedroom. Well, every time someone comes over, I get kicked out and back into the other bedroom with my younger sisters (11 and 3). Now I have to move in and the youngest is getting my current bedroom. Joy. Anyways, it's almost 7AM right now, so I should be going. Ja ne!

Little confused...

I'm not sure what to do right now. This is nothing deep, I'm just bored and I don't know what to do. So I'm posting here because I'm sure no one will care. ;P

I want to write something, and I have an idea of what I could write. A few ideas, at that, which is why I'm wondering what to write. Either I could start working on an original story or I could write some fanfic. I think I'll write an original short story. Probably something kinda angsty. xP That's just how I'm feeling. Not that I'm getting all depressed and stuff, I'm just in the mood for an angsty story. ^^;

I also have to get a book to read other than my German reference book. I've been carying that thing around for heaven knows how long. XD I need a real book that will count to my pages. By the by, in my school we have a specific number of pages you have to read each 9 weeks. And it sucks. I made my pages two out of three times this year, and I have 0 pages so far for this 9 weeks. Dx First 9 weeks it's 1,050 pages, then for the last 3 it's 900. I made the first one and the more recent one, but I missed the second one by about 200 pages or so. Darn. I even failed a few quizes because I hadn't read the books. Or just read them in a while. Oh, but according to a friend of mine you can take quizes you took in elementary! I think that's awesome, but I don't think I'll do that. I just want a new book, but I didn't get to go to the library today. D: Darn!

I'm listening to some songs that were on my friend's playlist. I downloaded them on 4shared and now they're on my iPod. XD Love that.

I've got more volunteer work tomorrow at a breast cancer walk/run/thingy. I think it was at 8:30 AM tomorrow. Geez, I never get to sleep in on Saturdays. XD Whatever, I'm ok with it. ;3 It'll pay off somehow in the end.

It's tearing me apart.

Boooored~ Bored outta my MIND. Dunno why, there are a ton of things I could be doing right now that I'm not, and probably never will. =_= I should try harder.

One of my best friends was crying on the bus. D: I wanted to kill the person that made her cry but two things stopped me from doing it. 1: She's also a good friend of mine. 2: That would make her cry even more. And that is the absolute last thing I want to do. ABSOLUTE LAST. This whole situation is going to tear me in two, I just know it. But I'm sure I can be strong enough to do... something. I have no idea what I can do about this, but I sure as heck at least want to be a minor character in this plot. Protagonist, please and thank you.

I'm listening to yet another good friend's playlist on her profile. ROCK ON! Yes, she has a lot of rock on her playlist. And some techno she got from me. XD And then some, but it's all awesome. ;3 Speaking of awesome, I really need to get all my friends together sometime before April so we can work some stuff out. More specifically, conventions and cosplay. Just thinking about that now, I'm not too worried about that. I'm more upset about the current situation I've just found out about. Now that it's progressed this far, now I find out about it. Oh, I feel great now. Knowing that this has been going on behind my back this whole time.

Now I feel like I shouldn't post this because if the second friend I mentioned read this, she would get mad. She probably wouldn't even read it to the end. Well, if anything, I hope she reads this. I'm not the kind of person to say "You made my friend cry, I'll never forgive you." She didn't mean to, I'm sure. And I won't forgive her, because I never blamed her. I do understand what she's going through, because in a way, I've already gone through it myself. Even if I can't remember worth crap, I know what it's like. Things like that stick with you. I'll be praying, even if she doesn't want me to. Praying is what makes the world go round. Litteraly.

Yay, but not. Wtf?

I'm not sure what I was going to say. Probably that things are lookin' up. Hey, my iPod's finally on full charge...

Anyways. I finally caught what that grumbling part in Russia's Maru Kaite Chikyuu was. AND BOY DID IT SCARE THE LIVING CARP OUTA ME. I finally heard the kolkolkol. And I thought I was going to die. o_o *hides under the covers* How did these get here? *throws them off*

I didn't get to go to the AR goal party today, and not because I didn't meet my pages. Only because I'm extremely forgetfull and I didn't bring in my $4. I think it's pretty ridiculous that we had to pay, even after we made the pages. Then again, we lost a lot of funding this year, so maybe that's what's more ridiculous. What's more is the loss of student loans-- But I won't get into polotics. Not now. Maybe not ever. Hate those.

So yeah, Gaia is coming to AWA!~ Yaaay~ =w= *dies of happiness* Now, if Travis, Vic, or Aaron can come, too, I'll seriously die of pure delight. I wonder what Atlanta Anime Day will be like... *is planning on going*

A friend of mine *cough*Eli*cough* wants to do casual cosplay at the mall. Sounds pretty flippin' awesome, no? Well, yeah. That's cuz it is. XD Awesome like Prussia. Speaking of which, I have Prussia's Maru Kaite Chikyuu preview on my iPod now. Hilarious beginning. XD "Oh, West ja!" ("Oh, it's West!") And on the note of Axis Powers Hetalia songs, I somehow got my hands on China's theme Nihao*China a day or two before it came out. Today. o_0 How'd I do that? And yes, it was the complete and full and official version. I'd know, since I listened to it about a million times in one day. xP (China fangirl)

So yeah, that's kinda it. Except that I just found out it was one of my friend's b-day and she's depressed. D'x Daaaaa--ng. It. I feel like it's my fault, too. It probably is. =_=* *starts banging my head on the wall* I gotta make it up to her somehow. D:< *goes off to draw fanart*

So that's that...

So here's what went down last weekend:

I didn't buy the cosplay.

I didn't go to Momo Con.

That was good, though. I is savin' my moneyz. XD

Anyways. I downloaded a lot of Hetalia songs recently. o_o I want some drama CD tracks on my iPod, too... Can anyone send me any? Well, depending on what anime it is. D.Gray-Man, Hetalia, or Fullmetal Alchemist would be especially appreciated. TwT *seriously doubting that will ever happen*

The thing I like about Hetalia is that they actually know a little about different countrys' cultures, and they don't just use normal stereotypes and then their own. Well, most of the time. I doubt anyone (except major otakus) in countries other than Japan actually say 'itadakimasu!' before they eat. xP Besides that, it's pretty much all good. o: And another thing I like is that they're not racist like most other animes. ;w; They actually have Asians, blacks, and hispanics. Not just Japanese. Then again, I guess they have more reason. :\

There's another convention here coming in April! I hope I can actually go to that one... Oh, and I have spring break in about a week or two. Then the week I get back I have end-of-the-year testing. DX Holy carpet, I hope I pass those. o_e I do not want to get held back this year. Not that I've ever failed before... Yes, I am exagerating extremely.

I like this color. I like it a lot. owo But my new room's walls will be gray... Have I mentioned that before? I don't think I have. So, right now I have a room to myself. It's nice and small, just how I like it. However, my younger sister beat me up and convinced me to move into her room with her. She likes my room better, btw. =_=* So, now we're remodeling the room, since it used to house a 4-year-old. (it still does.) So far we have white curtains and we're going to have gray walls. Other than that, no clue. xP

Problems 1, 2, and 3. And then 4.

I have a dilemma. A problem. A minor situation. Whatever you want to call it. I have a few, in fact.

1: I have no idea when Momo Con is. And I'm too lazy to go look it up. *goes to look it up* AND NOW I HAVE ANOTHER PROBLEM.

2: The problem looking that up created: Momo Con is this weekend. THIS WEEKEND, DAMMIT. I'm not prepared. T_T I haz no cosplay.

3: I don't know who I'd rather cosplay: Japan, Lithuania, or Kanda. Or someone totally different. Or just not cosplay at all. I think I'll be doing that this weekend, since I have braces, which totally ruin any cosplay. xP Oh, I should probably tell my mom about that, too--

And I'll be calling Eli tomorrow. For sure. SO PREPARE, ELI. (If you're reading this at all)

4!: Important. My mom might not let me go since it's on such short notice. xPPP And besides that, I might not spend any money there. I'd rather buy cosplay, tsank yu. (that's my Japanese accent I use whenever I say 'thank you')

My Gaia Avatars

I'm bored and procrastinating my homework, so while I'm on the computer, why not post some pictures of a few avatars I've made on Gaia? Note, these are not all my avatars. Just a few.

<-- My avatar right now. I like it a lot. x3

This is my Japan (from Axis Powers Hetalia) cosplay. And just about the only reason I got this hair and eyes. -->

<-- An example of the angelic avatars I constantly do. ^^ I'm glad a friend of mine introduced me to the item with those wings...

One of the various winter/faerie/blue avatars I created this past winter. XD Trust me, there were quite a few of these. Except then I had white hair and it looked better. -->

<-- An avatar I've kinda been working on since I joined Gaia. I just like the color red, and I add things every time I redo it. What I mean by "working on it since I joined Gaia" is that I've been collecting items over time and adding them to this avvy. ^^

And this is-- OH MY GOSH, WHAT IS THAT?

Yay!

Wow. Today, everything bad that happened yesterday somehow all got better. owo First off, I'm going to pull up my blog again to read all that I was complaining about yesterday. I totally forgot it.

First solved matter! I did get both my paper and my friend's paper back before they were due. Good stuff. x3 El segundo problemo! Our teacher didn't even grade our quizes yet, so we probably won't have any extra credit silent lunch stuff until next week. xP Other than that, I'm pretty sure I aced that other quiz today. のワの Thiiiird~ God must be watching over me, because somehow the portal closed today... I think when it closes, that's the only time you can't register anymore. DUH! I'm smart. *this is said sarcasticly*

Today on the bus I had a really bad headache. It was sudden and it felt like a crack had just formed on my skull. ;_; Dang it hurt. Luckily, it went away as suddenly as it had come. ^^ Hopefully that was just a one-time experience and won't be a reoccuring theme to my day. xP OH! And I also found out I didn't fail that writting assessment I was sure I bombed earlier this year. TwT I didn't even finnish it~ TTwTT I'm so happy.

Now, onto *mi tarea, porque tengo mucho. T_T (*my homework, because I have a lot.)

*sob*

WARNING: I am sad. I am ranting. If you've had a bad day or you don't like people complaining about how awful they feel, don't read this. That is all.

I'm sad. I'm very sad. And I just now became sad. And it's all my fault. TT_TT First off, I don't have my homework because I was stupid and gave it to someone to check during class. We were supposed to be checking one part of it, and I gave it to a friend when I had to leave. Then I left. And she still has my paper, with any luck. I'm sure I'm not the only one who did that, though. Actually, a friend of mine did that, too. She told me so. xP Except she left it with someone who isn't exactly 'close'. >_> Poor thing. So I don't have that.

Backing up some, I totally bombed my Spanish quiz because I'm stupid and I didn't study before-hand, so I'll probably sit in silent lunch tomorrow doing extra work to bring that up. And I have another test in Spanish tomorrow, but I think I'll do better on that one since it isn't exactly vocabulary. I'm pretty good at the verbs (which is what tomorrow's quiz is over), so I'm feeling pretty confident about that.

Last thing (I think.) is that I was supposed to sign up for my high school classes. And I did. But I think I did it too late. oAo SH*T!! Please don't choose my classes for me!! PLEAAASE!!! DX

I'm sooo stressed right now. I feel awful... Worse than I have all day. And trust me, at some points during today I felt like I was going to throw up. Literally. Thank goodness I didn't. xP But hey, at least our orchestra concert went ok. ^^;

6:30AM

^I drawed dat. owo^

I am typing this at 6:30. AM. Don't ask. Recently I've been really tired, so I've been going to bed before I can submit an entry to the blog. u_u I'll try to get out of that habbit. I don't really think anything about the whole 'I'm so tired' part; it seems pretty normal for me. xP GAH, I wanna go to the anime store~! Well hey, it's Wednesday. Tomorrow's Thursday, then it's Friday, and before ya know it, it'll be Saturday again. TTwTT I just wish it would come faster...

Yesterday I had to take a 100-question grammar quiz. SUCKED. Actually, I think I did pretty well. Probably failed, but I don't feel like worrying about it. Oh, but I do have to go back to my regular class today, so I won't be able to see my friends on the other team anymore... ;_; Crap you, evil class. CRAP YOU ALL. No, not you. I'm talking to my classes. >_> RAWR.

I've got an orchestra concert today. =A= We're soooo gonna blow it. It's in front of judges, not an audience, too. Well that sucks, and I can almost promise you that we're going to screw up on the tempo, too. We're always rushing or dragging somewhere. Raise your hand if you're not sure what I'm ranting about.

Today I'm making very short paragraphs for this morning entry. I don't usually do morning entrys, either, so that might be why my brain's not working. xP But whatever, as long as I can type, I'll be ok. Now, I was going to say something else, but what was it... I forgot. Whatever. If I remember I'll post it when I get home. CIAO!

Help, anyone?

I have just realilzed that I have no idea of how to send someone a message. I think I used to know how to do it, but I must have forgotten or something-- Oh wait, I know what it was. I was looking at followers, and I clicked someone's picture and then I saw the message button, but other than that I'm lost. xP Can someone help me out with this? I'm still new, y'know. u_u;;; And yet again, I was going to say something else, but Blogger hates me, so whatever.

I don't get it.

OTL

Just wanted to tell you that. But other than that, today hasn't been the most fun day I've ever had. So I won't bore you with the details, but I will say that last night I made this really cool thing that has a lot of words on it. No, it is not a story, but I do write some of those from time to time. I HATE DAYLIGHT SAVINGS. Soooo tiiired~

Glitches make the world go round. XD Why yes, yes I am rambling.

Once I get started saying something pointless and I keep it up for a while I forget what I was going to say and I simply have to start over. orz

Why am I still tired?

Why am I still tired? ...Ok, I take that back. I can think of a few reasons. Like the fact that I had to wake up at 7 this morning because I thought my friend would be picking me up around 8 or 8:30 at most... This is AM, mind you. And as it turned out, she was picking me up at 9. Not 8, 9. =____= I could've slept, DAMMIT!! Eh, I needed fresh air anyways. And at least I had something to do today. I'm always bored on weekends. Unless, that is, I actually get off my butt and call a friend to hook up and do something fun~ Today wasn't exactly my kind of 'fun', but it was ok. OHMIGOSH I KNOW THIS SONG. *is listening to a techno mix* GAH, I loooove that song~ X333 =/////////=

I'm such a spaz. This is what happens to me when I'm tired. Oh crap, I've got church in the morning. I've got to go to bed soon. Oh my gosh. What have they done to this song? o_e Just kidding. I'm just not liking what they did with the voice there at the end... Oh hey, that was a different song. XD Same artist, though.

And I still haven't done either of those pictures. Y'know, I kinda wish blogger would give updates or something when you get a comment on a post. ...Wait, do they do that? o_o;; I certainly don't think I've ever received one... ._.;;; Ohai, 10:00. I should wrap things up. So yeah, I was volunteering today at an art show to run a concession stand. It was more fun than I originally though. ^^ There were a few other girls there that were a few years older than me (high school). And another upside to going is that there were so many little kids~ ADORABLE. There was one little baby there that was sooo cute~!!! X3

...I'm still having a hard time swallowing that next year I'll be in high school... TT_TT I don't waaaaant to leave middle school~ High school will be so confusing and hard and I'll get lost so much~!!! D'x But then again, I don't want to get held back, either. >w>;;;

Tired.

Yeah, I'm tired. I'm not sure why, either... Daylight Savings is Sunday, so why am I tired now? Why not then? Then I'd have an excuse... And I wish my little sister would stop screaming. =_=;;; *changes song on iPod* Honestly, why did I put this song on here anyways? >_>;;;;;; Ok, so I do like the chorus. BTW, it's Remedy by Little Boots, in case you were wondering. d(^-^)b

Yeah, I abuse emoticons. Oh, and I have another drawing request from the same friend... I still haven't gotten around to drawing my younger sister's picture, either. And I'm drawing one for fun... And I want to practice some costumes, so I saved a few pictures. In fact, I think I'll use one of them for the picture for this post. OH, and I just randomly decided that if anyone's reading this and wants to see a picture of mine, just comment and ask me and I'll do it! ...I should write another entry for that, though.

I'm still tired.

Some of my friends are letting each other read their diarys/journals. I would let them read mine, but it's long, rambling, and messy. XD I doubt anyone (but me) could read my handwritting sometimes... Oh, and I went back and editted some stuff in red marker. XDDD Just because I was reading some of the stuff I wrote and it was incredibly idiotic. *sigh* Honestly... u///u

Feeling Spazzed-out~

I took a tour of the high school I'll be going to next year today~ It was, to say the least, boring, confusing, and overall scary. am sooo going to get lost. =_= And apparently there's a cursed red line near one of the bathrooms and if you step on it you'll have bad luck. So of course everyone in my group decided to go step on it. XD THAT'LL SHOW THEM. And then there's the rumor of the pool on the roof... There is no pool on the roof. That's a lie. >_>

Two people wanted me to draw pictures for them... One was a good friend of mine so of course I drew hers, and the other person was my younger sister (I have 2). My friend saw a picture I drew of a gothic lolita girl and she wanted one in pink and green.. Not exactly gothic lolita, but it turned out well. ^^ I should upload some of my own pictures here sometime~ My younger sister wanted a picture of Alice from Alice in Wonderland, and I haven't gotten around to drawing that one yet. I was kinda busy/distracted today, so I didn't have time for both of them.

I keep trying to type something, but BLOG IS BEING STUPID and it won't let me type it, so I'll just save it for tomorrow. =_=*

Random quick update

Just real quick before I log off for good, I've changed a few things on the layout of my blog. First off, I now have a playlist. XD Playlist is good for anything and everything. Music makes everything better. Except a migrane. >w>;;; Second! I now only have 2 posts per page, since I'm OCD and the length of the posts and the sidebar weren't matching up. Now once I post this I'm sure I'll go OCD again and try to change it again... And yes, yes I do need to have a picture with every post. Even if it has nothing to do with the content of the post. XD

Listening to Random Songs~

Listening to random songs is fun. Especially when they're funny random songs and it's late at night and you can't think straight and you're only picking up some of the Japanese~ (Which is what I'm doing right now) KYAHAHAHA~ *is shot*

Anyways, we lost the debate. And it wasn't even a fair vote. The other team already had people promise to vote for them. Everyone is doing that. >_> That does make me sad/angry, but whatever, I got a pretty good grade on the project overall. A few bonus points isn't going to get me that upset. Now I'm really wondering what's up with those little kid voices screaming that one part in this song... *is listening to Buono Tomato, Lovi's version* Uh, anyways...~

I've actually pretty much figured out what classes I'll be taking next year in high school. High school, huh... Man, the years sure do fly by. o_o; Well, anyways, I'll be taking Spanish II and German I, then I know I'll have accelerated math and English, and then I'll have... What was that class called again? Not geology.. Biology? I feel like that's it, but I'm not sure... But that's all I know for sure. ...Wait, is that all? o_o I know I have to take 2 electives, English, math, and science... OH WHAT THE CRAP.

Ugh... My head hurts. I'm going to bed. =_=; Oh, and I have my first follower! Thank you, LeahPeah!~ I will love you forever. XD

ABSOLUTE HAPPINESS.

I am happy. In fact, I am so happy that I am using this adorable chibi picture of Allen. XD (Which is odd, because I am supposomely Kanda. >_> Even though I act (a lot) more like Allen...) Why am I happy? Because today did not suck. In fact, it went quite well. Except for this morning. This morning I felt like I was going to puke. But that's what happens when I'm under a lot of stress; I feel sick. And it didn't help that we had a new bus today with hard, blue seats that made me feel like I was going to get motion sickness along with the added stress... But other than that, yeah, my day was great. ^^

My debate class I was stressing over so much went awesome. I don't even care if we win or not. ^^ The extra points would be nice, I do admit, but I'm not worried about it in the least bit anymore. I'm just so flippin' glad it's over. *sigh* But I will miss having class with my friends from team 8B. u_u Kanda will miss you, Lavi & Allen. But I still have Lenalee. >_> (I did not assign roles. Eli did.) Now, let's hope we can stay mature enough to not get points taken off our final grade durring other peoples' debates~ ^^;;;

Let's see, what else... Oh, I found out a cosplay group I want to do. The Bad Friends Trio, from Axis Powers Hetalia! That would be Prussia, Spain, and France. I practically already know one person that would be perfect for Prussia (and would want to do it), and I could be Spain, and if my mom would let me, I could borrow my little sister (younger by 10 years) and tada! Mini genderbender France. XD It's perfect, because she has long, curly blonde hair. ;w;

And I still have England's theme going through my head. =_=;;;

ABOUT THE PICTURE - this is a real ad I saw a few times. I actually bothered to take a screenshot of it once, and it was worth it. Oh, and that lemur actually went back and forth in the ad. Funny pictures make me happy. (happier)

I have my playlist playing in the background. Nice song~ Y'know, I'm totally OOC when I type. I wonder who I act the most like. And because I'm saying this here I most likely (99% chance) won't get an answer. TGIF.



Gah, I'm so f*cking PISSED. Our teacher, for some stupid reason, didn't give us our paper back yet. And now it's too late! We have to present our debate on Monday, and she still has our intro and conclusion. I guess in a way this is my fault for not doing this earlier. Then again, we had it done for a while but we could never get to her f*cking desk. =____=* Stupid talkative little- Oh, I'm not talking about the teacher. I'm talking about the meanies that crowd her desk 24/7. And the idiots took away our time to correct papers by teasing Mr. Mann about his birthday. DAMMIT ALL!! Dx



Now that that's over, what the heck song is this? *checks* ...Crap, it's in kanji. I have no idea, except that it's by Hatsune Miku. Oh, by the way? In case you haven't noticed, I tend to rant when I know no one is reading/hearing it. Then if someone does read/hear it, I look like a complete buffoon and I rant some more.



I'm still mad.