It's tearing me apart.

Boooored~ Bored outta my MIND. Dunno why, there are a ton of things I could be doing right now that I'm not, and probably never will. =_= I should try harder.

One of my best friends was crying on the bus. D: I wanted to kill the person that made her cry but two things stopped me from doing it. 1: She's also a good friend of mine. 2: That would make her cry even more. And that is the absolute last thing I want to do. ABSOLUTE LAST. This whole situation is going to tear me in two, I just know it. But I'm sure I can be strong enough to do... something. I have no idea what I can do about this, but I sure as heck at least want to be a minor character in this plot. Protagonist, please and thank you.

I'm listening to yet another good friend's playlist on her profile. ROCK ON! Yes, she has a lot of rock on her playlist. And some techno she got from me. XD And then some, but it's all awesome. ;3 Speaking of awesome, I really need to get all my friends together sometime before April so we can work some stuff out. More specifically, conventions and cosplay. Just thinking about that now, I'm not too worried about that. I'm more upset about the current situation I've just found out about. Now that it's progressed this far, now I find out about it. Oh, I feel great now. Knowing that this has been going on behind my back this whole time.

Now I feel like I shouldn't post this because if the second friend I mentioned read this, she would get mad. She probably wouldn't even read it to the end. Well, if anything, I hope she reads this. I'm not the kind of person to say "You made my friend cry, I'll never forgive you." She didn't mean to, I'm sure. And I won't forgive her, because I never blamed her. I do understand what she's going through, because in a way, I've already gone through it myself. Even if I can't remember worth crap, I know what it's like. Things like that stick with you. I'll be praying, even if she doesn't want me to. Praying is what makes the world go round. Litteraly.