So whaddya think would happen if I..

Just out of curiosity, what would happen if I decided to take a bunch of my hair and cover the tips of it in bleach and just let it sit? 'w' I'm kinda wondering, cuz I just did it. XD;;; All that's left now is to wait..

Oh, and I deleted that other post cuz I cussed a lot in it and I'm not all that happy about my attitude. |: I'll probably delete all my emo posts. Meaning pretty much just the one before this. I suppose you could say my mood improved greatly as of recent.

What I've Learned So Far

So basically what I've learned so far about high school is that it's completely different from last year. People have magically changed over night, nothing is what it seemed to be or seems to be, I can barely trust anyone now (and I find it hard to trust anyone), no one seems to care, and I'm all alone. So I'm keeping my emotional breakdowns inside of me for now and biting my cheek till I find someone who actually cares enough to help. Yet so far all I've gotten is a face full of disappointment and busy friends. I guess no one procrastinates with buddies any more, either. Well, I guess I'm partially to blame for this, too. I mean, I didn't get on Gaia until 9:30 or something tonight, and I'm almost never on anyways. What between my internet being down and then my constant fatigue, I'm probably being blamed as lazy and noncommittal. Feh. I'm starting to not care what people think anymore. But just for the heck of it, I'll keep up my facade for as long as I can. All in all, the good times are over and I'm just being a baby about it. xP

Well, enough emo-ing. I was dead tired today and I plan to get some much-needed sleep now. Yet I still have homework to do in the morning. Evil high school.. Good 3 day weekend. T w T