What I've Learned So Far

So basically what I've learned so far about high school is that it's completely different from last year. People have magically changed over night, nothing is what it seemed to be or seems to be, I can barely trust anyone now (and I find it hard to trust anyone), no one seems to care, and I'm all alone. So I'm keeping my emotional breakdowns inside of me for now and biting my cheek till I find someone who actually cares enough to help. Yet so far all I've gotten is a face full of disappointment and busy friends. I guess no one procrastinates with buddies any more, either. Well, I guess I'm partially to blame for this, too. I mean, I didn't get on Gaia until 9:30 or something tonight, and I'm almost never on anyways. What between my internet being down and then my constant fatigue, I'm probably being blamed as lazy and noncommittal. Feh. I'm starting to not care what people think anymore. But just for the heck of it, I'll keep up my facade for as long as I can. All in all, the good times are over and I'm just being a baby about it. xP

Well, enough emo-ing. I was dead tired today and I plan to get some much-needed sleep now. Yet I still have homework to do in the morning. Evil high school.. Good 3 day weekend. T w T

Bein' Lazy and Bein' Sick

Title says all. Ok, so I'm not all that sick still, but I just decided to post here 'cuz 1. I'm lazy and 2. It hurts to breathe.

An unfortunate factor of going into 9th grade gifted classes is that you have summer homework. Dangit. I have both gifted English and gifted biology, so I have to read 2 books. For English I also have to do a lot of work with the book, like finding similes and metaphors and whatnot, and then write 4 paragraphs on conflicts withing the story. So far I've gotten all my similes (and then some, accidentally), and a couple other things. Keep in mind that I'm leaving on Saturday for yet another trip across America and the week I come back is the last week before school starts. Don't procrastinate, kids, it'll getcha.

Oh, and about the hurting to breathe part? I dunno if I already said something about this in a previous post, but for a while I was coughing/spitting up a mixture of mucus and blood. During that/a while after it passed, I had a sore throat. Well, it went away for a while, but recently it suddenly came back.And just a while ago, I was breathing normally 'till I realized my breathing felt kinda.. empty, I guess you could say. Like it wasn't really getting there? And then it hurt a little. It still kinda hurts, and I can't take huge intakes of air without coughing. Which I just tried. Ouuuuch. xP

WOAH.

Hey~! I have my own blog now. o_o Amazing. Well, this should be interesting~

How should I start? Oh! I know~

I'm procrastinating. Right now. As I type this, I should be printing out a few facts for a project due tomorrow, but no. My good friend Eli just had to show me blogspot. Thank you Eli. I was looking for a reason to procrastinate...

Well, I hope I can keep up with this blog. It should be easier this time around, since I have someone else doing it with me. ^^-