Little confused...

I'm not sure what to do right now. This is nothing deep, I'm just bored and I don't know what to do. So I'm posting here because I'm sure no one will care. ;P

I want to write something, and I have an idea of what I could write. A few ideas, at that, which is why I'm wondering what to write. Either I could start working on an original story or I could write some fanfic. I think I'll write an original short story. Probably something kinda angsty. xP That's just how I'm feeling. Not that I'm getting all depressed and stuff, I'm just in the mood for an angsty story. ^^;

I also have to get a book to read other than my German reference book. I've been carying that thing around for heaven knows how long. XD I need a real book that will count to my pages. By the by, in my school we have a specific number of pages you have to read each 9 weeks. And it sucks. I made my pages two out of three times this year, and I have 0 pages so far for this 9 weeks. Dx First 9 weeks it's 1,050 pages, then for the last 3 it's 900. I made the first one and the more recent one, but I missed the second one by about 200 pages or so. Darn. I even failed a few quizes because I hadn't read the books. Or just read them in a while. Oh, but according to a friend of mine you can take quizes you took in elementary! I think that's awesome, but I don't think I'll do that. I just want a new book, but I didn't get to go to the library today. D: Darn!

I'm listening to some songs that were on my friend's playlist. I downloaded them on 4shared and now they're on my iPod. XD Love that.

I've got more volunteer work tomorrow at a breast cancer walk/run/thingy. I think it was at 8:30 AM tomorrow. Geez, I never get to sleep in on Saturdays. XD Whatever, I'm ok with it. ;3 It'll pay off somehow in the end.

It's tearing me apart.

Boooored~ Bored outta my MIND. Dunno why, there are a ton of things I could be doing right now that I'm not, and probably never will. =_= I should try harder.

One of my best friends was crying on the bus. D: I wanted to kill the person that made her cry but two things stopped me from doing it. 1: She's also a good friend of mine. 2: That would make her cry even more. And that is the absolute last thing I want to do. ABSOLUTE LAST. This whole situation is going to tear me in two, I just know it. But I'm sure I can be strong enough to do... something. I have no idea what I can do about this, but I sure as heck at least want to be a minor character in this plot. Protagonist, please and thank you.

I'm listening to yet another good friend's playlist on her profile. ROCK ON! Yes, she has a lot of rock on her playlist. And some techno she got from me. XD And then some, but it's all awesome. ;3 Speaking of awesome, I really need to get all my friends together sometime before April so we can work some stuff out. More specifically, conventions and cosplay. Just thinking about that now, I'm not too worried about that. I'm more upset about the current situation I've just found out about. Now that it's progressed this far, now I find out about it. Oh, I feel great now. Knowing that this has been going on behind my back this whole time.

Now I feel like I shouldn't post this because if the second friend I mentioned read this, she would get mad. She probably wouldn't even read it to the end. Well, if anything, I hope she reads this. I'm not the kind of person to say "You made my friend cry, I'll never forgive you." She didn't mean to, I'm sure. And I won't forgive her, because I never blamed her. I do understand what she's going through, because in a way, I've already gone through it myself. Even if I can't remember worth crap, I know what it's like. Things like that stick with you. I'll be praying, even if she doesn't want me to. Praying is what makes the world go round. Litteraly.

Yay, but not. Wtf?

I'm not sure what I was going to say. Probably that things are lookin' up. Hey, my iPod's finally on full charge...

Anyways. I finally caught what that grumbling part in Russia's Maru Kaite Chikyuu was. AND BOY DID IT SCARE THE LIVING CARP OUTA ME. I finally heard the kolkolkol. And I thought I was going to die. o_o *hides under the covers* How did these get here? *throws them off*

I didn't get to go to the AR goal party today, and not because I didn't meet my pages. Only because I'm extremely forgetfull and I didn't bring in my $4. I think it's pretty ridiculous that we had to pay, even after we made the pages. Then again, we lost a lot of funding this year, so maybe that's what's more ridiculous. What's more is the loss of student loans-- But I won't get into polotics. Not now. Maybe not ever. Hate those.

So yeah, Gaia is coming to AWA!~ Yaaay~ =w= *dies of happiness* Now, if Travis, Vic, or Aaron can come, too, I'll seriously die of pure delight. I wonder what Atlanta Anime Day will be like... *is planning on going*

A friend of mine *cough*Eli*cough* wants to do casual cosplay at the mall. Sounds pretty flippin' awesome, no? Well, yeah. That's cuz it is. XD Awesome like Prussia. Speaking of which, I have Prussia's Maru Kaite Chikyuu preview on my iPod now. Hilarious beginning. XD "Oh, West ja!" ("Oh, it's West!") And on the note of Axis Powers Hetalia songs, I somehow got my hands on China's theme Nihao*China a day or two before it came out. Today. o_0 How'd I do that? And yes, it was the complete and full and official version. I'd know, since I listened to it about a million times in one day. xP (China fangirl)

So yeah, that's kinda it. Except that I just found out it was one of my friend's b-day and she's depressed. D'x Daaaaa--ng. It. I feel like it's my fault, too. It probably is. =_=* *starts banging my head on the wall* I gotta make it up to her somehow. D:< *goes off to draw fanart*

So that's that...

So here's what went down last weekend:

I didn't buy the cosplay.

I didn't go to Momo Con.

That was good, though. I is savin' my moneyz. XD

Anyways. I downloaded a lot of Hetalia songs recently. o_o I want some drama CD tracks on my iPod, too... Can anyone send me any? Well, depending on what anime it is. D.Gray-Man, Hetalia, or Fullmetal Alchemist would be especially appreciated. TwT *seriously doubting that will ever happen*

The thing I like about Hetalia is that they actually know a little about different countrys' cultures, and they don't just use normal stereotypes and then their own. Well, most of the time. I doubt anyone (except major otakus) in countries other than Japan actually say 'itadakimasu!' before they eat. xP Besides that, it's pretty much all good. o: And another thing I like is that they're not racist like most other animes. ;w; They actually have Asians, blacks, and hispanics. Not just Japanese. Then again, I guess they have more reason. :\

There's another convention here coming in April! I hope I can actually go to that one... Oh, and I have spring break in about a week or two. Then the week I get back I have end-of-the-year testing. DX Holy carpet, I hope I pass those. o_e I do not want to get held back this year. Not that I've ever failed before... Yes, I am exagerating extremely.

I like this color. I like it a lot. owo But my new room's walls will be gray... Have I mentioned that before? I don't think I have. So, right now I have a room to myself. It's nice and small, just how I like it. However, my younger sister beat me up and convinced me to move into her room with her. She likes my room better, btw. =_=* So, now we're remodeling the room, since it used to house a 4-year-old. (it still does.) So far we have white curtains and we're going to have gray walls. Other than that, no clue. xP