What I've Learned So Far

So basically what I've learned so far about high school is that it's completely different from last year. People have magically changed over night, nothing is what it seemed to be or seems to be, I can barely trust anyone now (and I find it hard to trust anyone), no one seems to care, and I'm all alone. So I'm keeping my emotional breakdowns inside of me for now and biting my cheek till I find someone who actually cares enough to help. Yet so far all I've gotten is a face full of disappointment and busy friends. I guess no one procrastinates with buddies any more, either. Well, I guess I'm partially to blame for this, too. I mean, I didn't get on Gaia until 9:30 or something tonight, and I'm almost never on anyways. What between my internet being down and then my constant fatigue, I'm probably being blamed as lazy and noncommittal. Feh. I'm starting to not care what people think anymore. But just for the heck of it, I'll keep up my facade for as long as I can. All in all, the good times are over and I'm just being a baby about it. xP

Well, enough emo-ing. I was dead tired today and I plan to get some much-needed sleep now. Yet I still have homework to do in the morning. Evil high school.. Good 3 day weekend. T w T

I got my Internet back! (sorta..)

So yeah, I got my computer working again. Well actually, it was always working. I just had to turn it on. But then there were a bunch of viruses that I suppose got wiped out somehow, and... Anyways, I got my computer back. But then my internet was all screwy and I couldn't figure it out, so my little sister somehow got it to work on her user. And that's what I'm using right now. :3 Other than that, I've decided I don't like this year so far. Too much happened, not good stuff, but there are some up sides to it all. Like Creative Writing Club, which is da shiz. XD

More about school, there's some kid that sits next to me in German class and he insists we're 'really close' and that we're going to get married. I'm considering telling him I'm already engaged. XD;;; But then he'd probably get mad at me again. I actually don't think I'd mind that. He's a bit annoying. :| Not that I wouldn't be sad if he like, died or something.. >_>;;;And just today, he found me on facebook. Yes, I finally got a facebook, after pretty much everyone I know got one and started begging me to. u_u; Why is it that once you get a facebook, everyone in your grade automatically starts asking to be your friend? Personally I'm only friending the people I really like, like my closer friends and people I can stand for long periods of time. And I'll tell anyone that. Furthermore, tagging your friends in anime pictures is fun. x3 If you can figure it out.

Other than that, I've been kinda riding it out so far. But yeah. Yay Internet.